Friday, September 10, 2004

my frustrations

Today, I feel worthless as a teacher. Never mind the hours I clocked in, never mind the night studies that I arranged, never mind the concern that I expressed, never mind the things that I did. Never mind that I had to bear with the pain as a result of postponing my wisdom tooth extraction. For, whatever I did that PEOPLE did not see, other people would do it better than me. After all, I do not show the results. Never mind that the subject IS more difficult.

Its an unfair world.

God, pls help me pull through. I feel like giving up at the moment. I really do. *its a teary teary nite..*